Sucking at blog posting lately... mainly because I can't decide how MUCH I want to put out there in cyberspace. When my brain goes haywire with overload I have to pull back or put it all out there... tough choice.
First of all I feel like crap. Thought I had a kidney infection but doctor says that there is nothing going on. Great... just feel like crap! With my 40 miles breast cancer walk this weekend it couldn't happen at a worse time. Plus my guess is that I am getting ready to start... JOY. 40 miles, port-a-potties... and tampons YIPPEE! Hubby went to my doctors appointment and called me out for not drinking enough water or taking my thyroid medication regularly. I know it's because he cares but really.... As you've seen Hubby is home and I am so blessed he is safe but it's been a rough transition at times... there are days where I feel like he just doesn't get me any more (nor do I understand him) and other days where life is AMAZING. This causes so much confusion and frustration... I don't understand HOW life and communication was so perfect for 15 months while we were 8000 miles apart yet heads straight into the toilet when we are in the same house.
My brain is trying to wrap around it but not working so well... Instead of dwelling on my frustration I will answer a quiz thingy.
Hopefully I will be back to myself soon.
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