Ever had one of those days that you feel like just lounging and doing nothing? I have had one of those quarters! I am usually so on top of everything with a crazy amount of energy... umm lately I have felt in one word LAZY – I feel super duper lazy. Hubby got home and due to his crazy eating and gym habits he ran right out and got us a gym membership... my argument against it was the lack of childcare facilities so he got a membership at a 24 Hour WITH childcare. Thanks Love, no excuses now. I have been whining and complaining about my body and my weight – looking at a 6pack every night and knowing he doesn’t eat ANY fast food and only ‘fuels’ his body with the best makes me WAY more self conscious than I could have imagined. Worst part is that I used to be like him - I knew the value of every morsel that went into my mouth, I worked out twice a day and relished in my muscles and the fact I still had curves. I was so proud of my body when we met... then I think his eating habits infultrated me a little more than I wish I had let them. Here I am not totally disliking my soft shape. So I was supposed to go back to the gym yesterday to lose some of the chubbiness that I feel I have but NOPE, I got otherwise occupied dealing with mom stuff and never went. I beat myself up last night over it but still didn’t do so much as jog when we took the dogs – see lazy! Tonight is the GROBAN concert that we have been waiting for since March so I won’t be going tonight. TOMORROW... back to the gym tomorrow.
Hubby is slowly settling into home – makes me happy to see. Last night was the first night we have just laid on the couch and watched TV. Well – our version of watching it was about 15 minutes of Combat Hospital
Lets see if I can eat a healthy low carb day... step 1 Oh wait – I already had a small cupcake for breakfast, crap!
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